Me

I don't know why I am the way I am or why I interpret things the way I do. I don't know why I let innocent things hurt and offend me or make me feel less valuable as a person....or mother, or wife. I don't know why when you do something generous my mind turns it into something negative because somewhere inside me I'm certain you didn't want any part of it and did it only out of obligation and not out of love. Logically, I know I must be wrong because I know you love me and even if you weren't in the mood you still did something for me because you love me and want to make me happy. So why won't my heart believe that? Why do I feel wounded and distant and pull away from the one person who loves me? Why am I this way?